Playeress: A BWWM Romance by Vixa Vaughn

Author:Vixa Vaughn [Vaughn, Vixa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: ebook Carousel
Published: 2023-06-26T22:00:00+00:00

18

LOGAN

Is it really even considered faking it anymore? I wonder to my mute coffee steaming before me as I sit and ponder my life choices in flannel pajama bottoms.

The thought has been repeating lately when it comes to Hannah and I.

I feel like I am actually dating her more than I have anyone else, ever. Everything just goes so smoothly, and we get along amazingly well.

True, we both gave in after the concert and a deep conversation. We surrendered to a kiss. We both felt it was a mistake, didn’t we?

I think about the look in her eye once reality kicked in. I’m sure she was shocked and only let the closeness happen due to the buzz of the night and champagne bubbling through our veins. It had to be a mistake.

But was it?

The more I think about it, the more unsure I am.

I know at the time it felt like I was slightly taken advantage of her vulnerability, but it didn’t feel wrong…maybe just bad timing.

Hell, I don’t even remember who kissed who first. It’s no big deal, anyway. We are both adults and things happen. We can be professional about this.

You kissed her first, you moron.

Okay, maybe I did. That doesn’t mean anything. I’m sure she didn’t take it as more than just a surge of passion. I shouldn’t read any more into it than that.

There’s no denying that I’m 100% attracted to her. Who wouldn’t be? Her slender body, her round but petite face. Her beautiful engaging eyes. Even her hair sits flawlessly no matter the humidity, in perfectly tight curls. And those red lips. Her plump, full red pouty lips…

Stop, Logan. You’re making this worse.

A part of me feels like she has mutual feelings. I just can’t tell, which is probably for the best. I could be a man and admit my feelings, but when I think about doing that, I feel as if that’s more of a mistake than kissing her.

Darkening the waters of an already murky situation won’t help me win this election.

Hopefully, this won’t necessarily have to end when the election does. If she wanted to continue seeing each other on a more realistic note, I wouldn’t be opposed to it. I’m not ready for a relationship right now.

I shake my head.

The whole thing’s confusing. I don’t know why I spend so much time fantasizing about it when I’m living it.

Because you want it to be as real as it seems. Not just for you, but for her as well. And you’re too chicken-shit to say anything.

Even if that’s the case, I can’t focus on that now. We’re doing great, and our dates in the public eye are a hit. It’s easy to make everyone believe in something when you believe it yourself.

Along with the undeniable chemistry we have. Or my attraction to her…

If my mind would kindly shut up, maybe I can get more focused on what actually needs my attention.

I push the stool back and wander into my room to get ready.

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